fuck*
the last days were too bad to be worse to remember!
but i have to..the only way to get over it...
so..i know i will not go to stadthagen in future to learn hotelmanagement there.it's not the way i wanna go,it has the flair i wanna feel,so it's not my style..this scool sucks.
ok.. so i went back..i DROVE back,because,i got my drivers'license(one of the rare positive moments i had in the last days)..afterwards..big trouble at home..bad mood.. i went out with * to drink some cocktails.. it was ok.. then..i saw you..one more time and you made me feel good for some minutes..but by the time you went off-you made me feel lonely and empty..you gotta nice night-but made me crying by knowing it-...
saw a car i didn't want to see anymore..memories of good times..

it sucks.. i'm ill, i'm empty and i still love you!

1 Kommentar 19.11.06 15:14, kommentieren

das ansprechen meiner person durch mehrere die mein blog lesen,bin ich bereit eine passage in deutsch zu verfassen..
->schule war heute scheiße
->sport 4 punkte im linienlauf,son rotz
->französisch langweilig, nur text auswerten *bäh
->2 freistunden,umfrage gemacht "woher kommen sie" "aus der tür".. jaja die sfber
->ds maskentheater , was soll es bringen?
->bio die einzige vernünftig angelegte zeit heute..
->fahrschule ohne jegliche kommentare
->mit aeddy draußen, war echt gut, meine weibliche intuition hat einem hamster das leben gerettet *puh
->mathe mit partner gemacht *alles richtig*
->jetzt chatten und ABIns BETT!!!

1 Kommentar 14.11.06 21:19, kommentieren

*woke up too late
*got the bus by minute
*only 3 hours in scool
*calling some persons to spend a night in their room
- impossible -
*get a call some minutes later
- o no problem we made a mistake -
*weekend is in secure - what a surprise

*nevertheless thinking of you

13.11.06 14:23, kommentieren

i don't like the time becoming ill
i don't like the time getting no love
i don't like the time seeing the sun so rarely
i don't like the time having so much rainy days
i don't like the time missing somebody to hold
i don't like the time feeling alone
i don't like the time running out feeling cold air
i don't like the time knowing the year's ending
i don't like the time having no time to do anything
i don't like autumn

1 Kommentar 12.11.06 20:58, kommentieren

*the grudge - nicht empfehlenswert
*pizzeria lh mitte - sehr schön
*kostebrau - *-.-*
*bett -
*zeitig wach - gähn
*einkaufen - teuer
*tierarzt - laut,lange,ok
*mittag - lies auf sich warten
*jetzt - hoywoy shoppen
*dann - *?* - friedi? - bett? - party???

11.11.06 14:02, kommentieren

wer gibt dir das recht DAS zu sagen?
mir so weh zutun?
mir so in den rücken zu fallen?

dabei solltest DU die person sein,die das nie tut.
und du sagst ICH tu dir weh?

danke!!

7.11.06 20:42, kommentieren

did it one more time
thinking i'll feel better
didn't work

-


got a lettre from you
read it
feel bad now

--

went out with the dogs
has been ok
i like them

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brought cats to the vets
wasn't fine
let them there- their ok

6.11.06 21:01, kommentieren